I want to say that Greg decided to clean my car in this #TBT video without any push from me. I only cared about having a clean car when I owned my jeep wrangler. It’s really fun to go back and watch these old videos, and it also makes me yearn for the passion I had for fitness.
I want to say that I’m not sure how it all happened…my removal from the fitness world but I know what it was all about, and I’m past it all. Fitness is what helped me get through some of the most difficult days in my life. I lost both my parents and my daughter in a year. If it was not for my figure competition prep, I’m not sure I would have survived that time in my life.
Looking back at that time in my life, I had more strength that I would have ever thought possible. It’s hard to explain all the emotions that you go through. Except you feel, there is so much going against you. It was impossible to get answers, and I was just going through life in a daze. The workouts gave me power. I felt like there was finally something in my life I could get control of.
I will go into more detail about this later but for now, I will leave you with a throwback video.