Well, the dilemma with the wine is similar to my life, you decide if the glass is half full or half empty. Since last week I’ve been doing a lot of soul-searching. I’m still in a funk, and it’s taking all the energy I have to do anything at all. I don’t quite know what’s going on with me. I will see my primary care physician tomorrow, and we will take it from there.
This is not something I can do on my own this time. I have a lot of things built up from when my daughter run away and I never really dealt with my parent’s deaths.
I put some clips together that I had on my camera from the last two weeks. Going back to edit them I did not realize I’ve been down for so long. You may not be able to see it, but I can tell there is a disconnect. I’m just not acting like I usually do.
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Even my lush bath did not seem to wake me out of the funk I’m in even though it does look pretty against that old 50’s green bathtub.
We even broke out a bottle or two of wine because everything is better with a little wine. I did relax for the night, but the next day the same feelings were there.
My focus this week is all about my doctor appointments and figuring out a way to get the bottom of what’s wrong and see how I can move forward. This will take time, a lot of work and planning on my part.
I’ll share my journey with you and open up about all the trials I’m working through. I hope I can help someone else but I need to work on myself a little first. I can’t help others when I have no clue what I’m talking about.
Let’s look at the glass as half full instead of half empty. Things will look up eventually.
I’m starting to daily blog again to give me something to do during the day. I need to focus on things I enjoy doing for now. If you have any tips on how to manage stress and depression, I’m all ears.